Navigating the human moral within the love/fear of self.
- T_Spiritdoula
- Dec 15, 2018
- 3 min read
I am pretty sure that humans are by far the most deeply programmed collective living organism to not only self destruct but take everyone or thing in it's path.
The ego has held the mark of being a beast and an enemy to slay, while the heart has been characterized as the weakest muscle in our both physical and spiritual programming.
Everything we consider {ego} and feel {heart} has been hardwired in our personal computer and are based from two things.
Fear and Reaction vs Love and Response.
It has taken eons of existence to create wiggle room in this duality.
We are beyond the apex of the now one way highway to higher conscious heart awakening and the evolution of the human ego.
And there is no roundabouts or turn arounds.
That is the good news.
The challenge is in the navigation as an individual among the collective. Coming to an understanding that ever thing we think, say and do has an influence on not only ourselves and our experience but the entirety of living organisms on the planet { including the planet}.
pause..
Let that sink deep.
The free thinker of lifetimes will always state, it is a choice. To either fear or love, to react or respond.
Not really buying that.
If we are to agree there is programming involved....Which there always is. No matter the source, whether of fear or love...it is a program of suggestions and guidelines a super genius created.
There is always a loop hole in programming. A way in, a way out...a way through. Eventually the loop holes are discovered and shared...to only discover it is more programming.
Have we concluded that programming is not always a dirty word?...or is that just more programming to justify a conclusion?
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Maybe it's just simply learning to love the Self and everything will fall into place and the Love programming will crowd out the fear programming...? Where does the fear programming go? Maybe to an off planet place with all the negative organisms... How convenient....and this just love your self thing...how does that work? O right, more programming and...belief systems.
Belief systems...programming.
I am truly dizzy from all this suggested thought. I also have a stiff neck, insomnia, itchy skin, watery eyes, ringing ears...symptoms we are now programmed to believe are signs 'we are almost there'!
Insert {LOL}
I surprisingly will not offer a clear cut resolution to any of this, because I don't know what it is or even what it looks like. I will say, it feels better to know I am not alone and we are finally acknowledging that processing through anger, irritation and fear is just as spiritual an experience as all the rainbow,unicorn and puppy love stuff. I am relieved to see and experience the acknowledgement that there are just really bad people and really good people and whoda thunk it could all be in ONE body having a very spiritual human experience?!
WHAT THE WHAT?!
So,
When programming is seen as bad, how does it feel?
When programming is seen as good, how is that decided?
Moral compass?
or
Moral programming?
Shrugs.
I will offer this nugget.
If we are the 'medicine' we seek then it is a matter of checks and balances and we then take full responsibility for what it is we experience and appropriate programming is initiated.
If we understand that not everything we do experience is ours alone. That what feels very personal is our very manifestation of a collective we are in receivership for. Then we begin to sense a peace, a balance. A balance where there is no elimination of ego/fear nor an ignition of heart/love separately, rather a dance of merging the two as one....as ONE.
As long as we exists in physical skin sacks, this is my new program of belief initiated.
I will dance.

I will be the medicine I seek.
You?
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